You are good enough, and no it’s not too much to ask x
I am on the third day of being manic. Thursday night I slept two hours. Friday night about three. It is notw 2:06 am and I am still up.
The mania has me restless and paranoid. I could get up and clean but I just don’t want to. Instead my insecurities and fears have my head spinning with assumptions and past hurt.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I can blame my past, my mental illness, everything. But I am again pushing people away because I am afraid.
I take things that have happened in the past, that have hurt me, and draw conclusions based on something triggering that is familiar to that. I know it is wrong. I know it hurts my loved ones.
I have such a hard time with not understanding why someone would care so much about not allowing me to log into their account…
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